Mid-Summer Nightmare...

Sometimes I feel so alone... David is living in Germany, Meow is living in Sacremento... Kimmie and I are making an effort to reconnect, so thats great, but as it is, I feel like I'm on my own for most things... My Merri-Gurl is awesome, but there is only so much she can do and can't understand absolutely everything because, even though she is very mature, there are still a few things she hasn't experienced that I have/am... e.i. college, serious consideration of marriage, etc.

I dont know what is wrong with me. I feel so incredibly unconnected. Even though most of the time I have reason to be happy and I am pretty content, I'm still rather depressed... especially of late. Meow says she may not come back to school in the fall... I'm not sure what I'll do without her... she is my other half... ::tears:: And my David I miss terribly, but he has almost a whole nother year left in active duty. He may come home to visit soon, hopefully... I feel so empty without the two of them... The way I felt after Kimmie went away to Alabama for school (which she will probably do again in a few weeks)...

God, I hate this feeling...

-Dani